Exhale: Home

All of a sudden, an invisible wave seemed to wash over everything in my sight and everything in my senses. The wave was gentle, and the wave was friendly, moving eagerly, with a swiftness that simplified everything into an undefinable, blurred moment; a fluid, indescribable movement and motion which just existed in my presence as much as I existed in its presence.

The wave seemed to come from all directions at once, from the depths of the sky, rushing towards me like an ocean wave crashes and glides up the sand. The wave filled my feet and raced up my calves, my thighs, up my torso, through my arms and flooded my neck and filled my head. I was electric and full.

Then, out fell eternity; as though all that was touched by the wave – which was all of everything, just unzipped. The blue sky, the white streaks of clouds, the green valleys, and soft pastures. As if a breath exhaled and blew infinity out of infinity- as though the clouds were unzipped and out poured all of the energy which made the cloud. Out poured the energy which made the sun and out poured the energy of the sunshine. Out poured the songs of the birds and out poured the emotions of the songs. Out poured the colors of the emotions and out poured the space in the sky that held the songs. Out poured the powerful energy of the mountains beneath my feet and out poured the energy within me. All that was left was a sea of vibrance – then out poured the vibration of the vibrance and the sea was no longer fit to be described by words. There was no separation between the vibrance and that which had poured out of the vibrance. There was no separation between the colors or the birds, between me or the songs, there was no separation between anything at all. There was only a Grandness; a Grand Foreverness which expanded entirely across the Entirety of Life — an Infinity which was so overwhelmingly beautiful I had no words to say, no anything to do but to but simply be with All that Was – All that I Was and All that I Wasn’t – All of Everything.

Tears slid down my face and dissolved into the sea of spaciousness. I was Home.